I just want to tell you...

i just want to tell you
this among
the other million things
i ever wanted to tell
its seems like you are the first
and the only
there have been men in the past
but they all are such cowards
you fought and took me away from all the dirt
you put a full stop to all the pretending
you taught me to love myself
and kept me safe in your arms
i may cry with fear of losing you
but i am sure you would be there
through it all
through happiness and sadness
through sickness and health
it doesnt matter how far we are
or how close
it is just important
that we are there together
wherever we are
and we are there for each other
whenever we need to
somehow all this seems really unrealistic to me
but it is reality
in all the bad
there is some good
somehow i am able to trust again
it is because you make me believe
in you
in me
in us
in love
in god
in faith
in destiny
and every other
good thing
existing and non existent.
thank you for everything