its there

I am in this new place
There are thousands of people around
I am lost in the crowd
And every time I am in these closed walls
I am lone
I cannot help thinking of home
My fraends and the old city
I tell myself you have to move on
And get used to this new world
Of people where
Love is just a four letter word
Friend is just a five
And there is no family
They are mere words
And no life
They see only of how you look
And how you dress
And if you fit in the 15 yr old's clothes
They see if you know anything about drinks
And what assignments to complete
Its all you are alive for
Back home there is
Love which is all we share
Friends very rare
And family !
Where they await for your arrival
Where they dont see your 2 year old jean
And where they don't even notice if you
Are thin or fat
Where they wait for those warm hugs
And hearty laughter
Where they care and share.

Its not something I can take anymore
I wish to come back soon
Or
Wish for something good
I could wait
But feel impossible to wait for long...