Dont worry I love you

Its a beautiful summer morning I wake up to
And I am sad
Not because you are gone
But because you are gone even after being there

There is no one to give me a bed coffee
No one to smile and wish me a good morning
I lay on my bed
Looking at the weather outside

There is no sign of sleep in my eyes
Even after having not slept all night
There is only sign of hope
Which too shows me no sign of light

I look at the skies so clear
Wish I could be like it
Very clear,Not confused
But I am human and not nature

I look at the trees
So fresh and green
And look at me wearing away
Pale skin and dark under eyes

I look at the birds
Flying high
And I feel caged
I don't know why

I just know that if someone were here
I could reach really high
And look down and say
" I am not alone "

And realise that
That Someone was really me
Just plain me
And then I say to myself
" Don't worry. I love you "

Instructions for freedom

1. Life's metaphors are God's instructions

2.Yo have just climbed up and above the roof.There is nothing between you and the infinite. Now let go...

3.The day is ending.It's time for something that was beautiful to turn into something else that is beautiful.
Now let go..

4.You wish for resolution was a prayer.Your being here is God's response.Let go,and watch the stars come out on the outside and the inside.

5.With all your heart,ask for grace,and let go..

6.With all your heart forgive him/them,Forgive YOURSELF,and let go..

7.Let your intension be freedom from useless suffering.Then,let go..

8.Watch the heat of the day pass into the cool night.Let go..

9.When the karma of the relationship is done,only love remains.Its safe.Let go..

10.When the past has passed from you at last.Let go.Then climb down and begin the rest of your life.With great joy.

The 10 steps.

This is for all the women out there...especially the 8th,9th and 10th steps.
Credit: Lakshmi Appadorai and Ruchita Manghnani ..thank you..love you


I am getting the first step right
I'll always be strong
No matter if anything goes wrong

The second
I will work towards it
And achieve it!

The third
I am not going to change
Ill be just me

The fourth
I will love,unconditionally and respect
Its all I can give

The fifth
If you want to give me anything in return
Its the same amount of love and respect

The sixth
The ball is always in my court
It leaves my court only when I have done something wrong
Its the perspective I choose to look at

The seventh
Everything has its right time
And I will make sure it doesn't slip outta my hand

The eighth
Strong women like you and me tend to attract flawed and defective characters
Because we want to nurture and 'repair'

The ninth
I will not find him
He will find me
Cos,
Good women always take care of their men
But the men always have to EARN it.

Lastly,
Just go out there
And get the world!

At sixes and sevens...

I don't know what to do
I don't know how to react
Everything seems to be in a mess
A mess, that I got to clean soon

I don't know
Whether to cry
Whether to fake a smile
I do want to move on
But I end up turning back
With those little hopes still alive

Do I think about ME
Or do I think about the rest
Should I be selfish
Which I never could imagine being
Or should I be selfless
Which gives me more happiness
With the sadness lurking right behind

Everybody is around
Yet alone
I am happy
Yet sad
I am open
Yet shut
I am me
Yet not me

Do I write what I am in search of
Or do I leave these pages unwritten
Should I really care
Or should I just let go

Do i leave my door open
For some stranger to walk in
To regenerate my thoughts
Or Do i leave the door shut
And just be with,
What I've been left with

Do I scream out loud
To reach out to you
Or do I keep mum
And keep thinking,
There would be someone out there
To read my silence



Should I question
Or just keep quiet
And,find the answers myself?

Do we call ourselves crazy or just FRIENDS?

I can't remember of the day we met
I cant remember of the time
I can just bet
It was not before nine

Was it our sun signs
Or was it the dates
Was it the palm lines
I think it was just fate

I would pray night and day for your health
For success,happiness and wealth
Just never leave me all alone
It would be impossible to even find a clone

All those moments bring a smile on my face
From those funny sounds to tying the shoe lace
Those little fights and those warm hugs
To popcorn,movies and coffee mugs

Are we crazy the same way
Or just Friends of the same age
We are crazy FRIENDS i would say
Its all i want to convey on this page

:) :) :)

Would these times come back??

Just opened my post window
Thinking what to pen down
*Pop* *Pop*
A thought clicks
Would these times come back?
Those chummy faces
Those genuine smiles
Those crazy moments
And those naughty eyes
Would these times come back?

Would we all walk together this long mile
Still wearing those feelings inside
Would we continue to hold each others hands
As strong as now it is,
Feel the same warmth or a warmer hug
Later in life
The same warmth or a warmer smile
Later in life
The same understanding, or a better one
Later in life
Would we ever get to see these times again?
Do you think , these times would come back?